madalyn. 24. masculinity is a prison, time doesn't exist, gender isn't real, virginity is a construct, and jesus wasn't white.
“Maybe the past is like an anchor holding you back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be.”— Carrie Bradshaw
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I don’t want to be strong, I don’t want to be resilient, I don’t want to be tough
I want to feel safe, I want to feel supported, I want to feel like I am allowed to be weak and vulnerable
I am sick of feeling like my mental illnesses and neurodivergence are only accepted as long as my symptoms do not inconvenience others
I want to be able to build a life where I do not need to be scared of others becoming frustrated with me and accusing me of not trying hard enough to ‘overcome’ my struggles
I want to be able to build a life where I don’t have to spend time and energy making myself smaller so that I’m not so much of a burden or an issue to other people
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Saturn, photographed at the Lowell Observatory, Flagstaff, Arizona, September 1909.
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